Is it just me or does life seem to have gotten SO busy. There seems to be an endless flow of distractions and intrusions that hinder me. Recently I have been reading a book called The ruthless elimination of hurry. (Ok, I confess; listening to – I’m far too busy to sit down with a book!) The book itself is an easy read, but it asks some challenging questions about our modern lifestyle. Written by John Mark Comer, an American pastor, it is written very much from a Christian perspective but there is lots in it to speak to anyone living their life in our crazy, busy, noisy, nonstop, often overwhelming world. The chapter I read (listened to) this week is all about silence and solitude, something that few of us get enough of! After discussing it in our small group I was inspired to write this poem.
In the silence In the stillness Of the quiet place I will seek you Come towards you Turn to me your face
I am ready To hear from you Speak your truth to me I will listen To hear from you Words so Fatherly
In the silence In the stillness Of the quiet place I will meet you Be at peace there Rest in your embrace
I generally don’t like keeping secrets. Thankfully most of the secrets I keep revolve around birthday presents, surprise parties and the like, so are short lived. They are also the good kind of secret, the kind that you want to tell because you know the reaction will be positive.
But sometimes the knowledge we keep hidden is heavy to bear and we want to lighten the load by sharing it. Much has been written about how keeping secrets can be bad for our health. Occasionally however, the secrets that we keep are not ours to share.
I wish you had not told me that I did not want to know But now that I possess the truth I cannot let it go My heart cried out ‘this cannot be, It can’t, it must be lies But from your face I knew at once – I read it in your eyes
That scene now stuck in my mind’s eye never to be erased, Delivered to me such a shock It left me feeling dazed The Nightmare that now plagues my sleep And interrupts my rest Have been my night-time company Since to me you confessed
And all the while the shame of it That should be yours not mine Now Haunts my every waking hour As if by your design You have made me your companion In knowledge of this deed And I can never now forget I never will be freed
I would I could just run away The dread of it to flee But no matter where I go The truth will follow me. For all around is tainted now My illusions undone The world is a less pleasant place Your cloud obscures my sun.
I would you had not shared with me The burden that you bore For now I find this secret binds Us two, for evermore